Chapter 11

Like hell she wouldn’t have a choice, he didn’t know her well enough to know that once she set her heart to something, which granted didn’t happen often, but when she did, the burning fires of hell wouldn’t stand in her way. She sure wasn’t going to let something like a name stop her.

Reaching up to cup his face in her hands, she looked him in the eyes and told him to trust her.

“I will not let anyone else suffer because of me Xavier, I will go with you and we will set things right, together. I will not lose you to save others I don't even know.”

“You underestimate your father Rowan, it's not your fault, you don't know him, but trust me, if he even thinks that there is anything between us, you will be on lock down and I will have concrete boots for life.”

“I don't want to talk anymore. Show me how to love you Xavier.” She said dragging him to his bed.

Xavier sat on the bed with her between his legs, all her bravado seeping out of her. What did she do now? She wanted to love him and make him fight for her too, but would he if she was a disappointment now? She wanted just to jump his bones and get it over with, but that would so not do. NO she needed to drive him crazy, like Penny had told her, do it slowly, she had meant taking her clothes off but wouldn’t the same rule apply here?

She stepped closer to him and pulled his T-shirt over his head, his torso was beautiful, strong and lean. His brown chest hair dusted his perfection and trailed down disappearing below his jeans. She ran her fingernails through that hair gently grazing him. Xavier groaned and shook with her touch, the fire in his eyes turning them blood red.

“Rowan, we shouldn’t do this.” He groaned.

“Shhhh, just let me love you.”

“I don't know if I can.”

“You can.” She said kissing him, “Please, if this is all I get then so be it, but I want you Xavier, I want you to be the one.”

“Your killing me woman.” He growled at her before scooping her up and rolling her onto the bed, laying between her thighs.

God he felt so good there, she wanted skin to skin though. They were wearing far too many clothes.

Xavier kissed his way from her lips to collar bone while grinding his hips with hers. She groaned out loud, a feral wild sound, she had never made before, filled with need and longing.  It caused Xavier to stop what he was doing and smile at her.

“like that do you?”

“I'm not sure, I think you should do it again.” she said feeling her own eyes turning blood red as well as her skin turn super sensitive. She shivered in delight, this was more like it.

Xavier complied with her request and was rewarded with another feral sound from her, as she arched her back wanting more, and grabbing his hips.

“Steady baby.” He chuckled.

“Easy for you to say, you’ve done this before, I haven’t.”

He chuckled again before leaning back on his knees and ripping her shirt from her.

“Is that better, baby?”

“Not quiet” she said, unbuttoning her jeans.

“Hmmm.” He growled, looking down at her.

He leaned down and continued his worshiping of her body. When he got to her nipples, she cried out and dug her nails into his shoulders as he sucked one into his mouth, scrapping the soft flesh with his teeth. Heat pooled between her legs as wave upon wave of desire tore through her as his masterful mouth worked her into a near frenzy. Rowan reached for his jeans wanted rid of them.

Xavier bit through her bra, spilling her breasts. Running his hands down her sides he skimmed the edges of them driving her wild, she felt like she was going to explode, how could she take much more of this? Surely she was going to orgasm soon, and he hadn’t even touched the part of her that was calling for him the loudest. She groaned and writhed beneath him, as he licked and sucked on her breasts, finally he moved lower, all she focus on was his lips and the skin that they devoured on his path to her flower. His fingers skimmed the waist of her jeans as his lips caught up with them. She was sure he would remove them now but instead he brought his hot mouth down an her jean clad core, that was all it took. One touch and she exploded into a million bright lights as pure pleasure devoured her. Her body shook violently with the force of the orgasm and Xavier’s low rumbling groans drove her orgasm to an even higher level, one that shouldn’t exist if you ever wanted to walk again.

Panting and dizzy she reached for him. She needed his lips on hers to ground her again, needed his weight to pin her to the bed before she floated away.

Xavier crawled up her body stopping to lick her nipples as he watched her through hooded eyes.

“You are beautiful when you come.” His low gravelly voice letting her know just how turned on he was.

He bit her neck gently, playfully before sucking her lower lip into his mouth and kissing her blind.

Rowan clung to him. She would never be able to let him go. Never.

Her groan as his tongue brushed with hers had him reaching for his jeans. He broke the kiss for a second and before she felt his absence, he was back and they were both minus a pair of jeans.

She could feel his erection, dear god this will hurt. The guy hadn’t been short changed in that department or any department as far she could tell. He was sensitive yet she got the sense he was ruthless too. Maybe the way he was commanding her body gave her that idea.

He returned to her lips as one hand delved beneath her knickers, his fingers finding her lower lips and surging forth. His fingers sliding up and down in time with her thrusts of anguish, one finger each side of her clitoris, stimulating her to orgasm again. Was she being selfish here? She wasn’t touching him, shouldn’t she be doing something other than lie here and let him please her? Was he going to be disappointed because she couldn’t find the will to stop him and please him? Her brain shut down and her body shuddered around him as his finger delved into her, while his thumb continued to dance with her clit.

“You’re so wet, I really want to be driving in to you right now Babe.” Xavier said tearing her knickers off. She did the same to him wondering where she found the strength to do it, but only briefly before her body exploded again and as it did so Xavier drove himself deep into her. Pain sliced through her but only for a split second before it was over shadowed by the pleasure again.

“Are you ok?” he asked biting her shoulder and holding his body still.

“Fantastic.” She choked out as wave upon wave of bliss carried her away. When her body had finished Xavier picked her up.

“I need to get the starr, but I don't want to leave you so you’ll have to come with me to get it. He crossed the room holding her on him and as he walked she slid herself up and down him. Twice he had to stop and stand still.

“If you keep doing that we wont make it.”

“Doing this you mean?”

“Argggg, yes, exactly that.”He said clutching her bottom with both hands and driving himself in deeper, they slammed against the wall as his thrusts got faster and harder until he pulled out completely and just held her.

“I need a minute babe, were not just doing this for fun you know, we have to get out of here and if you keep this up I will lose myself completely and you’ll be going alone.” His body rigid and his head proped against the wall, he was struggeling to gain control, she could feel it.

Rowan sobered at that, she wasn’t going anywhere without him.

Xavier grabbed the starr and placed it in her hand so that he could guide her back onto him and walk them back to the bed. He lay down with her straddled across his hips. Rowan really like this position she had control here. She handed him back the starr, she didn’t know what to do with it, and in her current state would probably do it wrong and end up in the North Pole.

 “Xavier I want to feel you come before we go, can we do that?”

“No, it's too dangeros but i promise you will feel it when we get there.” His wicked smile told her she wouldn’t have to wait long.

She slide up and down him as he thrust harder and harder against her. She was so sure he was going to come, could feel the growth of his penis inside her as she rode him harder seeking her own release.

“Arrggg” he growled as finger dug into her hip and he crushed the starr. Rowan was dragged backwards by something. She wasn’t connected to Xavier anymore and the Starr had been broken. She saw the look of terror on his face as he faded from her.

“Noooooo” she screamed reaching for him but it was too late, he was gone and she was standing in his room with someone behind her, holding her round the waist. Her body exploded into pure rage as she spun around to face the intruder. The one that had sent Xavier to his death without her.

“YOU.” She screamed.